The Year 2010

The year 2010 started just like how 2009 ended,mandane, predictable and routine. Day in day out, week after week, our life revolve around Gabby. All our energy, time and effort were and still are, are poured on her. What we didn't realised was that our relationship has driven so far apart that for sure something going to happen. True enough,we had arguments after arguments, even though we sleep on the same bed, nothing happened. We were merely sleeping.

One stupid thing that i did was i brought a 3rd party into our life. For more than half a year, chaos, anger, disappointment, broken heart and lots of tears punchered our life.

My regret of my doing knows no limit. And my doing cannot be undone. But thank God for His grace and mercy upon my life especially. He uses friends to speak sense and peace to us. Friends that truly concerns and care for us. Without them, we'll not be here together.

We reconciled and took the first step to heal our relationship for our sake, for our children's sake. I mentioned children because in July 2010 Mel conceived a 2nd baby for us. And for us, this baby is special, really special as she influenced my decision tremendously.

Now my only aim was to gain back the family and ensure that we stayed together. I really thank God for His Amazing Grace towards us. We went for a few holidays together as a family in an attempt to reconcile. So much hurt and broken heart I have caused to her and I thank God for His strength upon her and her belief in me.

We are on the way to recovery. We are on the way.. And we still need Him to guide us and for His grace and mercy to be continuously showered upon us.